Jade Roper Tolbertis getting candid about suffering a miscarriage before the birth of her daughterEmerson Averyin August 2017.
“I had a miscarriage. These words have burned inside me for over three years,” began Jade, 32. “I was honestly so scared to share our story, because I have always had this inner voice that’s said I don’t matter as much, especially when it comes to my struggles or my pain.”
“Myjourney with my grief has beena rollercoaster, and so I’ve never even known really where to start with telling others,” the former reality star writes, admitting that she has “also been afraid to tell people Tanner and I got pregnant onBachelor in Paradisewhile filming.”
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Jade shares with her followers that she has “been keeping this weight for a long time” but is now ready to come forward as she and Tanner, 31,prepare to welcome a siblingfor their daughter this August.
“Thank you for all the kind words, they’ve made me feel very loved and have made me feel less alone. ❤️,” Jade concludes, inviting her fans to watch the couple’svlog about the miscarriage— where Tanner explains that the couple conceived their first time having sex, during their time in the Fantasy Suite onBIP.
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“We’ll see when the next one happens, but yeah —we’re officially notnottrying!” chimed in Tanner.
The newest Tolbert family member won’t arrive for months, but he or she already has an Instagram account — boasting almost 63,000 followers.
“16 weeks#bumpdateI am the size of a pickle … and still giving mommy some morning sickness but that’s okay … she will love me anyways …” the caption read. “I am 4.5 inches long and weighing 4 ounces … my ears are starting to develop and Ithink I’m starting to hear my parentstalk to me … see you all in August!”
source: people.com